A wonderful overkill and most of all beautiful

When I think of Gale, I think of you. Of us.

278.) Fast replies make me feel like you actually want to talk to me. But slow replies make me think you’re talking to someone else.

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iiamsiikath:

“Hindi mo kasi sinabi na mahal mo ako eh. Paulit-ulit mo kasing sinasabi na magkaibigan lang tayo.” -Rico

“Apple, mahal kita. Mahal na mahal kita.” -Rico

“Sabihin mo sa’kin na mahal mo ako. Sabihin mo. Sabihin mo……” -Rico

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Super Tender Loving Care

Good morning! Sobrang ganda ng panaginip ko, hahahaha. Kanina pa ako nakangiti, ish. Realistic naman yung mga nangyari but it`ll never happen in my reality. Hanggang sa panaginip ko lang talaga `yun. Masyado ko kasing naisip kagabi eh, gawa ng basta.. kaya ayun, hanggang sa panaginip ko sumama. Maganda yung panaginip, in general. Sobrang simple pero maganda. Yung tipong kahit sino sigurong tao makasama ko eh magiging masaya ako. Kaso lang, siya yung nakasama ko  eh. De mas masaya? Doble ang saya. Hahahah! Gagi joke lang ng kaunti. Na-realize ko, ang sweet ko pala talaga? Haha. Pero du`n sa dream, na-realize ko na sweet rin pala siya. Hahaha.

Ang tagal ko nang hindi nag-imagine tungkol doon pero ngayon naman nanaginip pa ako. Tapos fresh na fresh pa sa akin yung panaginip ko. But I think it was a lucid dream kasi alam ko nung nananaginip ako na panaginip lang yun. na hindi totoo yun. Kasi convinced na ako na hindi na mangyayari yon. Feeling ko nagigising-gising pa ako eh, pero siyempre matutulog ulit ako. Hindi lang dahil sa talagang antok ako at gusto ko matulog kung hindi gusto ko yung flow ng story sa dream ko hahaha. Basta parang ang totoo lang talaga, nakakatuwa. Natutuwa ako in the sense na parang na-feel ko talaga. But I know I should not be really thinking about that. Marunong na ako ngayon. I should not let my thoughts control me. So yep, it was a happy dream… a very beautiful dream but then it was just a dream.

Some people say, to love is to let go. I say, mahal ko nga eh, bakit ko ile-let go? I`ll let go na lang siguro kapag sinabi niya sa akin, like in my face na hindi talaga niya ako gusto. Kahit kasi anong let go, hindi ko magawa. Mas gusto ko pang diretsahan na para isang sakitan na lang.

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Sudden Realization

Mabuti naman pala akong anak. As in compared to Clara, I`m one hell of an angel. Clara`s a total bitch. I can`t do that to my parents. Oh, God.

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May ilan akong mga kaibigang in a relationship na (ulit) this month. Pwedeng nagkabalikan, sila na ulit after a long time, at last sinagot na, sila rin pala. Basta nakakatuwa yung mga istorya nila, hindi ko mapigilang mapa-aww.

Yung totoo, hindi ako nai-inggit. Hypokrita much? Ewan ko pero hindi ko ma-feel na nai-inggit ako. Nakakatuwa lang na makita sila. Natutuwa ako para sa kanila. `Yun yung madalas ko maramdaman, lagi naman. Pero bukod sa pagkatuwa ko, hindi ko lang maiwasang maisip, nasaan kaya yung para sa akin, kailan siya darating, o meron nga ba talagang tao na para sa akin. (Hahaha, weird lang eh, no?) `Yun talaga, eh. Masaya ako, oo, pero kailan kaya yung time na mararamdaman ko rin yung saya na nararamdaman nila? Hindi ako nagmamadali. Nagtatanong lang ako. Haha!

Hindi ako after na pumasok sa isang relasyon just for the sake of having it. Who cares? All I`m after is the real sense of it, not about the mere relationship thing but of the person I`ll be having a relationship with. Nakakatuwa lang isipin yung mga bagay na pagsasamahan namin, yung mga gagawin namin. Alam mo `yun, ang sarap lang isipin na may kasama ka. Sabi ko nga, hindi ako nai-inggit, nai-insecure, o anu pa man. Okay ako na ganito. (Haha, parang ang pangit lang ng dating eh.) I`m a fan of love, yes but I`m not the type who rant about not having it. I`m just wondering when`s my turn, that is.

I wonder if there will be a person that will take me as I am. I am sort of, afraid that no one will accept me. I am afraid of the future. Like seriously, is there a man out there who will take someone who doesn`t do household chores?? I can wash the dishes, I sometimes sweep the floor too. I don`t wash clothes nor iron them neither. I can mop the floor but I prefer not to. I am allergic to dusts. I know how to cook, well I cook good but I just don`t want to touch raw meat. It gives me a strange feeling. I want babies but I don`t know if I can actually take care of them. I am picky with foods. I can eat it all or not eat at all. I`m not afraid of the dark but I`m afraid of my imaginations. I am fat. But I believe I`m sexy. I am full of flaws. I have asthma. I have tons of pimples. I get tired easily. I rarely perspire. I have a hard time waking up early in the morning and I stay awake late at night. I am a bit slow sometimes but I`m funny. I am careless and sometimes clumsy. I laugh loud. I think a lot. I believe I`m not jealous but I can`t help it sometimes. I have a deep trust but I get hurt a lot. I am a bit of a loner. I can be quiet and I can be not. I love music and I sing a lot. I don`t sing well. I love stars. I hate rats. I`m a sucker of sweet things. I feel safer around guys. I`m boyish. I am lazy to take baths on weekends. But it`s taking me forever when I bath. I am romantic, I think. I talk a lot. I have lots of thoughts in mind. I have so many stories. I like o share my dreams. I`m over-reacting. I`m sensible, somehow. I`m touchy. I`m not against bisexual relationships. I`m open-minded. I get pissed off easily sometimes. I am weird and crazy. I can be tickled easily too. I am small for my age. I have trust issues. My family is not perfect. I am lazy. I don`t know where this will go but seriously, is there someone who`s gonna accept me for me?

Have you considered this, at least?

(Source: chydg, via onesafeplace)